Healing Grief To Heal Crohns and Colitis

There is something shifting in my heart

A calling only I can hear

When I hit the bottom of  tears of years

Flood over, washing ‘habit-cope’

 Cracked wide open I AM

To feel it ALL

 I was unable

Until this moment stopped in time

To feel the move on in 

And through...

Oh dance of grief,

Welling an acid-burn in my bowels so tender

Of choices not so kind

A daily reminder i am not worthy

Of a pure deep dive of alkaline self-nurture

Yet something beckons and I hear

Not from my tower...

From my knees and face-grazed earth

Cracked wide open am I

To let the God’s light of rest

Seep on in...